Such a gap… 3 years…
There’s been changes of course. Change of job. Moved house.
Both directly a result of the whole breast cancer experience.
The job change was needed – to move away from living and working with cancer. And now I sit in a children’s hospital research centre. Managing paediatric studies is pretty far from cancer. Particularly since this hospital has a separate oncology group and my centre oversees everything else. And yes. At this point it is “my” centre as I manage the centre and the staff and projects.
The house move? Well we moved from our big house to… A big apartment. And the kids all came too – which is why it had to be a big apartment!
Our lives have become simpler. Less tied to maintenance and upkeep. And for the first time ever I have a garden. Actually, three gardens on three balconies. Strawberries. Tomatoes. Hedges. Grapes. Lettuce. Herbs. Geraniums. Lots of geraniums. All red to remind us of our time in France earlier this year. The image here is of the balcony off our bedroom. Watching a summer storm rolling in.
And yes. Just a few days ago the third year anniversary of my breast cancer diagnosis past. No sign so far of it coming back – but my annual scans are due in January so an element of anxiety is setting in. Particularly in the early am when I’m lying awake (insomnia is a side effect of the drug I take daily to try and keep cancer from coming back).
Breast cancer does not dominate my life anymore and I rarely visit the support sites I used to. This is good – I think…
Whoever you are – I wish you a blessed Christmas and New Year this year.